fly in the sky

i wish i can fly, singing in the sky.

 

 I dream every day after I fallen sleep. like i am living two difference world. at my dream there is no stress, no troubles, sometimes i wish i staying at my dream always, no need to wake up.

I don't know when God will stop the test for me. I am so weak to stand on that, sometimes i have doubt, why? don't you think that is too much for a new to suffer?

I don't know there is happy or reward in the end of life or not. but i feel that i almost lose my faith, my belif, living in this Islamic country, i don't feel there is love arounding me. i face so much troubles, I miss my country, my country, my culture, i want to go back, this feeling become more strong now.

what should i do? I pray to God help me easier, but it seems God can not hear me.

 

 

     After one month, then i will conplete 3 years staying at UAE.

     When i looking back of past, i feel time was running fast, sometimes make me scare of incresing age, but this is the life.

      i am far away from my family, i miss my parents so much,  every night i can see them from my dream.

      I converted to be a muslim more then one and half year, Thanks God, Al hamdulah, I met some good people here, they are taking care of me, i am appreciated! and hope Allah bleesing them.

      also i face some stress , some problem like the cost of life, such as housing, work make me nevous.

      Inshallah, hope every thing will be ok.

 

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