Red date recollect
20 April, 2009
Red date recollect one's own student career more and more in such a day. That kind of life is not remote, even can say just at yesterday, but red date has been asserted and recollecting by oneself, but is cherishing the memory of. The all one in the past like one's own shade,whose name is with behind body,turn one's head or see once bowing, trail oneself, but can not pick up, can not drive away either, demonstrate the protruding and concave and slope of the earth's surface, there is a kind of overstating and look of dissident out of shape. But the dissident is not other things, it is still oneself after all, just overstating, oneself in another meaning out of shape, show one's own raising the hand and throwing the foot clearly. Red date know why pay close attention to the fact own shade so these days, really end sympathizing with by oneself? Is it really the narcissism of the morbid state? He said he would come up.
And this kind of impression seems strong again that afternoon.
That red date in the afternoon of one goes to fill in a form. Secretary Zhang of the office sees red date coming over, says very courteously: "Will red date come? " Red date is distracted, have not been used to others' calling oneself " red date " yet ,A bit awkward. Red date is said very courteously: "Don't call me red date, ears listen to, used to one's own name, some arrange getting different. " President Li seemed what has been heard red date and secretary Zhang had a joke, President Li asks on purpose: "What is it different to arrange? " Secretary Zhang knows President Li has never grumbled, has come into another office on inserting the blackish green file. Red date is said: "I say ears of me arrange different, listen to, spoil someone else ask red date, call my name. " President Li has blinked eyes two times, very blinked finally slowly, has replied and said: "Why? " Red date remember why, smile right away, say: "No why. " President Li smiled too with the glasses, said suddenly: "It is a medical question to arrange differently, we can't let the organ adapt to the body, opposite and should let the body adapt to the organ. If can't suit, that was destroyed will be oneself. " This is a joke, however, red date smells oneself " health " quickly Smell,savour by kinds of ferociousness in quickly since the joke he, every one is the swift and fierce. President Li has supplemented one sentence, says: "This is only a metaphor not appropriate. " President Li jokes again, say to red date, " stand in front of the mirror, ask oneself, who am I? Ask 50 asks you know, are not you who can a red date be yet be? "
Red date has been aftertasting President Li's words all the time on that afternoon, he recalls " arranges differently " again and again . It is a bit afraid to think it over, a bit cold. He in look at one's own shade at dusk, shade great and long, abduct one 90 curved also at the enclosure, stick it on ground and wall. Shade at this time already than " Oneself " Possess even more " Oneself " Meaning. In other words, the shade is more essential, oneself for oneself to take into consideration. Red date admits to the shade: "You are Geng DongLiang, because I am a red date. "
But bigger problem is not to face oneself, but face mother. Red date hides in another side on the road in Shenyang at this dusk, he stands inside of the glass show window of the shop, have bought a bottle of yoghurt. He put the appearance of drinking the milk attentively looking mother of the road opposite up and down. Mother is bending the waist, is doing mother's background with towering pile driver. ,and. Have separated a layer of glass, road surface of a line of cement between he and mother. The street looks like a river, and the glass looks like a layer of ice. Red date can not find out a kind of language and explain oneself in front of mother. Not as willing as the fish to people under water. Have gone away laden with anxietily if red date has been drunk the yoghurt. Go out of several steps and is towed back by shopkeeper, has not " paid the bill yet. " Shopkeeper says. Red date has earned money to forget to pay for the second time.
Send the son to the university, and then looking at the son from graduating from university, this is that virgin favor is refined the greatest, the last dream too as mother. It is the son that destroys this dream personally. A kind of helpless by every means, particularly lost one's head one is unable to save the situation inside.
The more terrible thing is red date has no one to perch. Home can not go back, and the school can not just go back even more. In where does it live, become red date urgent problem most.
Geng DongLiang and drunkard are right to sit at the bar counter in the whole of evening, begin to regret the rash act in the afternoon. Why say that should not sign in that contract at will either. The guard of the wine cupboard is a mirror, the mirror shines upon a great deal of wine bottles out, shine upon in the wine bottle and space of the wine bottle out Geng DongLiang's face. That face is incomplete, unusual, there are reflecting light of wine and trace of candle, that face is not others, but red date. The face of the red date is incomplete and unusual in the reflecting light of the wine.
Front of the mirror and reverse side are not a person now, but two people, one is Geng DongLiang, one is a red date. They display the contradictory situation, they have some places to need to refuse and repel each other, however, everyone is unable to refuse someone. The result refused has you in me, have me in you.
Dedicated to stare at the red date only coldly in the east. And red date is staring at Geng DongLiang coldly too, red date has mirrors to shield, his sight possesses more and more a certain provocatively. Geng DongLiang sits there, the chest feels that stops up, difficult to divert oneself from loneliness or boredom. It is solid that these stop up things, but picture cigarette - -Why are things needing to refuse the more? And all things needing to refuse will become a kind of ghost finally, will come on your body, absorb it on your body. How strongly the strength which you refuse is, how strongly the strength which they absorb is.
Geng DongLiang, you can not not be a red date.
It is impossible for you to refuse to perform another one's own destiny.
Such destiny, like the depth ability of the mirror, it has no end.
The drunkard wanted to stroll around the streets suddenly, exceeded Geng DongLiang's expectation a bit. The man like him should not like the market really. It seems partial late when Geng DongLiang and drunkard go out, the graupel form light rain is floating in the sky. They have called a taxi, go to the road of the Changjiang River straight. Red Xiali brand taxi has filled in champion's lane and successful candidate's intersection of the street in 20 minutes, it is had at the beginning that it is exactly the light while reaching the road of the Changjiang River. This piece flourishing business street symmetrical waiting for distancing on to turn on getting orange street lamp most, the rain fog in midair shows lemon yellow,Auto Diagnostic| Car Diagnostic| AK500 key programmer Automotive Diagnostic| bmw gt1 and on the moist road surface is all the inverted image of the car taillight, seem to spill a layer of oil on the surface of water, the inverted image in riotous profusion sometimes assembles, sometimes spread, have pulled out one and a soft and red light to take, yellow and red and alternate. The deepest place is a neon lamp in the top of skyscraper, the color of the neon light is fluctuating, there is a kind of heaven and earth that can not say in their deepest place in inverted image. Oval mansion, new era office building, century square, new Asian hotel, hold hotel, shopping center of Tang and in the center of the Hong Kong Island, these landmark buildings are more and more deeper in clean inverted image, all beautiful, Tiao, all resplendent with jewels. The drunkard goes down the taxi, say to Geng DongLiang: "It rains like the city in the city only at this time, the light is had at the beginning. "
And this kind of impression seems strong again that afternoon.
That red date in the afternoon of one goes to fill in a form. Secretary Zhang of the office sees red date coming over, says very courteously: "Will red date come? " Red date is distracted, have not been used to others' calling oneself " red date " yet ,A bit awkward. Red date is said very courteously: "Don't call me red date, ears listen to, used to one's own name, some arrange getting different. " President Li seemed what has been heard red date and secretary Zhang had a joke, President Li asks on purpose: "What is it different to arrange? " Secretary Zhang knows President Li has never grumbled, has come into another office on inserting the blackish green file. Red date is said: "I say ears of me arrange different, listen to, spoil someone else ask red date, call my name. " President Li has blinked eyes two times, very blinked finally slowly, has replied and said: "Why? " Red date remember why, smile right away, say: "No why. " President Li smiled too with the glasses, said suddenly: "It is a medical question to arrange differently, we can't let the organ adapt to the body, opposite and should let the body adapt to the organ. If can't suit, that was destroyed will be oneself. " This is a joke, however, red date smells oneself " health " quickly Smell,savour by kinds of ferociousness in quickly since the joke he, every one is the swift and fierce. President Li has supplemented one sentence, says: "This is only a metaphor not appropriate. " President Li jokes again, say to red date, " stand in front of the mirror, ask oneself, who am I? Ask 50 asks you know, are not you who can a red date be yet be? "
Red date has been aftertasting President Li's words all the time on that afternoon, he recalls " arranges differently " again and again . It is a bit afraid to think it over, a bit cold. He in look at one's own shade at dusk, shade great and long, abduct one 90 curved also at the enclosure, stick it on ground and wall. Shade at this time already than " Oneself " Possess even more " Oneself " Meaning. In other words, the shade is more essential, oneself for oneself to take into consideration. Red date admits to the shade: "You are Geng DongLiang, because I am a red date. "
But bigger problem is not to face oneself, but face mother. Red date hides in another side on the road in Shenyang at this dusk, he stands inside of the glass show window of the shop, have bought a bottle of yoghurt. He put the appearance of drinking the milk attentively looking mother of the road opposite up and down. Mother is bending the waist, is doing mother's background with towering pile driver. ,and. Have separated a layer of glass, road surface of a line of cement between he and mother. The street looks like a river, and the glass looks like a layer of ice. Red date can not find out a kind of language and explain oneself in front of mother. Not as willing as the fish to people under water. Have gone away laden with anxietily if red date has been drunk the yoghurt. Go out of several steps and is towed back by shopkeeper, has not " paid the bill yet. " Shopkeeper says. Red date has earned money to forget to pay for the second time.
Send the son to the university, and then looking at the son from graduating from university, this is that virgin favor is refined the greatest, the last dream too as mother. It is the son that destroys this dream personally. A kind of helpless by every means, particularly lost one's head one is unable to save the situation inside.
The more terrible thing is red date has no one to perch. Home can not go back, and the school can not just go back even more. In where does it live, become red date urgent problem most.
Geng DongLiang and drunkard are right to sit at the bar counter in the whole of evening, begin to regret the rash act in the afternoon. Why say that should not sign in that contract at will either. The guard of the wine cupboard is a mirror, the mirror shines upon a great deal of wine bottles out, shine upon in the wine bottle and space of the wine bottle out Geng DongLiang's face. That face is incomplete, unusual, there are reflecting light of wine and trace of candle, that face is not others, but red date. The face of the red date is incomplete and unusual in the reflecting light of the wine.
Front of the mirror and reverse side are not a person now, but two people, one is Geng DongLiang, one is a red date. They display the contradictory situation, they have some places to need to refuse and repel each other, however, everyone is unable to refuse someone. The result refused has you in me, have me in you.
Dedicated to stare at the red date only coldly in the east. And red date is staring at Geng DongLiang coldly too, red date has mirrors to shield, his sight possesses more and more a certain provocatively. Geng DongLiang sits there, the chest feels that stops up, difficult to divert oneself from loneliness or boredom. It is solid that these stop up things, but picture cigarette - -Why are things needing to refuse the more? And all things needing to refuse will become a kind of ghost finally, will come on your body, absorb it on your body. How strongly the strength which you refuse is, how strongly the strength which they absorb is.
Geng DongLiang, you can not not be a red date.
It is impossible for you to refuse to perform another one's own destiny.
Such destiny, like the depth ability of the mirror, it has no end.
The drunkard wanted to stroll around the streets suddenly, exceeded Geng DongLiang's expectation a bit. The man like him should not like the market really. It seems partial late when Geng DongLiang and drunkard go out, the graupel form light rain is floating in the sky. They have called a taxi, go to the road of the Changjiang River straight. Red Xiali brand taxi has filled in champion's lane and successful candidate's intersection of the street in 20 minutes, it is had at the beginning that it is exactly the light while reaching the road of the Changjiang River. This piece flourishing business street symmetrical waiting for distancing on to turn on getting orange street lamp most, the rain fog in midair shows lemon yellow,Auto Diagnostic| Car Diagnostic| AK500 key programmer Automotive Diagnostic| bmw gt1 and on the moist road surface is all the inverted image of the car taillight, seem to spill a layer of oil on the surface of water, the inverted image in riotous profusion sometimes assembles, sometimes spread, have pulled out one and a soft and red light to take, yellow and red and alternate. The deepest place is a neon lamp in the top of skyscraper, the color of the neon light is fluctuating, there is a kind of heaven and earth that can not say in their deepest place in inverted image. Oval mansion, new era office building, century square, new Asian hotel, hold hotel, shopping center of Tang and in the center of the Hong Kong Island, these landmark buildings are more and more deeper in clean inverted image, all beautiful, Tiao, all resplendent with jewels. The drunkard goes down the taxi, say to Geng DongLiang: "It rains like the city in the city only at this time, the light is had at the beginning. "