Saudade I
abu.munther | 16 September, 2009 21:46
I wish you were here ,i wish if someone is here ,,
It have been a long time since the last time I wrote but there was nothing to say , but now …
Now I feel so different, it is one of my rare states , a state of serenity with a slight touch of sadness .
I wanna fall in love with someone, I need someone to touch , to kiss , to take care of , someone that doesn’t exist.
Sudade
,, deep stat of sudade is what im in now, and I love it , I love the
extreme loving force that is driving me to look into people faces
looking for the light , looking for some moments I had with you moments
that I still remember.
I
know that it is not you what im looking for , but I wanna make of you
what im looking for, I wanna carve you again into something new , I
wanna make her out of you , the one that I wait for, the one that I
dream of .
Tonight is gonna
be the longest , seconds will pass by like years while im looking
inside me , trying to turn feelings into something that I can see,
something like you .
I
so wanna love someone tonight and it hurts being alone, lonely night
always hurt but tonight’s pain is different , you turned pain into
something that I can touch.
